WOOHOO we have a victory

Dear Flabby,

YES!!!! I have lost 2kg now, I am over the moon, all this hard work has paid off. I have been exercising every other day for now, and have been sticking to the diet plan in the CSIRO book (mostly) I say mostly because I have caved in a few times, but not to the extent that I normally would have. You see before I would have eaten a family size block of chocolate if I failed, to make myself feel better as ya do, but instead when I craved chocolate I had 1 fun size kit-kat, just enough to take the edge off. I am happy about this first 2kg's and I cant wait for more. It's been a week and I have, for the most part been pretty damn good. I have been thinking about goals and what rewards I will set for myself. My first goal is to lose 5kg, and im well on my way, I think for my first reward I will buy myself some jewlery. I have a rose gold locket necklace on laybuy at the moment and I think as soon as I hit the 5 kg mark I will go pay it all out and start wearing it as a testament to my achievement. Then the next 5kg's I think I will be needing some new clothes.......in a LOWER size!!! that I will be able to buy from a NON FAT GIRL SHOP which will be something I havent been able to do for about 8 years. My main goal is to lose 30-35 kg that should put me somewhere about the 75 - 80kg mark which I dont think is to much to ask of myself, and im being realistic as well, that weight range is healthy for my height, im not aiming to be ultra skinny girl because I know that will just not happen, I just want to be healthy and happy when I look in the mirror.

So back to working on my inner fat girl,

until next time
fight the good fight...